It's summer, it is. Even though it's only April, it is, we'll probably not get much weather like this in actual summer.
So I've not been around for a while, I kinda got the wind knocked out of me in a massive way. I'm not gonna go into it here, but loads of stuff has happened recently that I never thought would happen, and not in a good way. Today's pretty much the first day I've felt properly like myself in a while.
I don't even know why I'm writing this, maybe just to get everything out and to say, I'm okay. I'm not as strong as I thought I was, I just hadn't been through enough stuff that required strength, and I know I'm pretty much gonna have to soon.
I'm really grateful for my friends, all the people who make stuff fun, and who care. I know I'm pretty much a closed book most of the time, and I just hope they know I appreciate everything they do, but I don't want to burden them with my issues, though sometimes I wish I could open up more, because it sucks thinking about stuff by myself.
And I apologise in advance if I'm a dragon anytime soon.
I'll post again soon, when I have something worth posting about. I don't want to waste a moment of this life so it should be soon :)
I'm considering going travelling next year, wish I had someone who'd come with though!